"A New Wind"

by Mike Defendant

I'm terrified of everything inside my head again. this world is sick so I just pick to live this life of sin. These shady paths in aftermath of living life this way. You'll make it through before you know you're gonna be OK. My mental illness doesn't make me less of a man. The devils on each shoulder telling me his master plan. I could choose to go with him or I could walk away. I got time to listen. I just don't have time today. 

This music fights my pain I hope it does the same for you. there's many times that in my life I've seen what it can do. Trauma, scars and cheap cigars, you can bet I've had my share. there's something wrong with all of us, it must be in the air. I had dreams of getting out, Just didn't know the way. looking back I'm happy here, I'm glad I chose to stay. Every days another chance, ignore intrusive thoughts. They'll just fill you up with lies, leaving you distraught.